metaphor

kepala sakit.otak tepu.mata dah sepet.tangan lenguh.kaki kebas.perut lapar.leher sgt lenguh.hati?sedih plus tension.4 papers this week.myra.focus.

*special thanks to fauzi a.k.a poji



i fell.nobody was there to catch me.and i fell hard.it hurts.a lot...
its just a metaphor...no one understands how i feel...interpret it if u can...


Allahumma najjihna fi kulli imtihaan fiddunya wal akhirah...

mummy

mummy cakap,''cari orang yang sayang kita,bukan orang yang kita sayang...''

sports

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

a few days ago,i signed up my name for the university sports carnival.a few of my friends asked me to participate in basketball,but i dont really know how to play basketball.but i like netball.in aminah,my friends are not the sports type of person,so my bet is that they wont enter any of the games.*sigh*,somehow,i still signed up my name for the track and field event.

my school time favourite event,4 x 100m relay race.100m was not there.so i just signed for 4 x 100m.i havent been running for real for about 3 years.there were a couple of situations where i think i might have asthma.hoping that i'd be okay then :)

ohh,and sayang,thanks.you really cared.yeah,a boyfriend who really cares,wont let his gf to be involved in such extreme outdoor activities. :) so,okay,i will not.love u hun. :)

cheers people~

final exam

okay,so final exam is just around the corner.kaed=projects.qs?=no projects,assignments only plus quizzes and normal numbers of examination papers.8/9.subjects?they are not that easy.calculation and reading plus understanding.

on sunday task :

for structure : try to complete the past year questions,to get additional 5 marks.full attendance automatically,5 marks.see pak abu!

for ungs : improvise article review to get a couple of marks higher.

exam plans :

today : study circle + bm + ungs

2 years :)

look at daisy path :))

well...its 2 years already!

so,HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART!!!

hope that we'll be together forever...

there were bumps and bruises along the way,but still,you are the best person to be with :)

arif sayang,my boyfriend,bestfriend,fashion consultant,my sunshine and my rainbow :)))

thanks and sorry for everything,sayang...

again,happy 2 years together honey!

hilang

kamera nikon ku hilang.sedih....

...

its time to make a change....

too little too late

[Verse 1:]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

[Chorus (fading):]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

cancel

yes,i've cancelled all my plans.
kerana aku benci....


note to self : focus myra.exam is just a week away.focus.

addicted to a couple of songs-break you(marion raven),lift off(tina sugandh)

student ambassador :)

Remy, Student Ambassador for Malaysia - University of Liverpool
Source: www.liv.ac.uk
I found out that the course structure and workload is more than I expected during my first year doing Mechanical Engineering here. However,as I get to know a lot more people - international students and Malaysian seniors - they are helping to make life much easier for me.

hahaha!ok.im proud of my abg!!hee!sgt2! :D click on the link.kalau nak tgk laa.kalau x,xpayah.hehe

of assignment and the almost midnight taxi

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

today,im a little relieved.last night.i had a head cold.my broadband cant seem to connect.and my laptop was not connected to the iium wireless.it was 11pm.i had finish up my assignment.oops or should i say start my 10% worth assignment and i had to rush home.fast!i had my sweater over my tidur tee and plain jeans.carrying heavy miss v as well.

i was scared.i mean it was 11pm.almost midnight.idk who i should turn to.well i do.but whats the point asking if i knew the answer very well.it was extremely upsetting.i had to admit.i was crying while waiting fo the bus alone.thinking whether i could get a bus or not.or should i take a cab.or i should ask mummy to come by with a cab since mummy cant drive.and daddy's away in hong kong.and will i be able to complete my assignment.and the other thing is,kecil hati sgt2.dia agak tak kisah.

while crying,automatically,i stopped a cab a quarter past 11.i had to.its urgent.if not,i wont be able to finish up my task.mummy called a couple of times while i was in the cab.i could tell,she was worried sick.plus,i hadnt notice that those warm tears were still coming out.i think the pakcik must be pelik.haha.ohh,to clear things up,thanks.at that moment,i realised who did really care and who didnt. :) but it doesnt even matter anymore.for real...

p/s : alhamdulillah :) terima kasih kepada DIA kerana memberikan ku kekuatan diwaktu ku berduka dan susah hati.moga2 DIA sentiasa memberikan ku ketabahan pada hari-hari yang akan datang juga.amin.... :)

p/ss : mungkin aku sudah berubah... - bak kata kakak,''ramai lagi orang yang sayang dekat adek...'' :) keep it up myra.terima kasih semua.mummy,daddy,remy,rizal,kakak and everyone else who cares about me... :) i love u so much ;)

berjaya

jangan risau

kau telah berjaya

tapi

suatu hari nanti...

ku pasti kau akan menyesal

p/s : myra,there's gonna be more to life....

changes

I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and its really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don't know what is happening, because you've changed

You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way

Because I am so lost....

blame

it doesnt matter anymore...

even if you don't care...

at least i know there's someone else,

who still cares...

...don't blame me if i change...

the verrry hectic week

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful

lately my schedule was super tight.assignments.midterms.tests.quizzes.presentations.could it get any worse?everything seems to be out of place.aku buntu.sakit.bingung.keliru.the worst things happen as well. i.i mean we had to redo our ungs article review.it wasnt my fault.my groupmates werent serious.the marks were quite low.ohh.a headache.but alhamdulillah.i managed to go through this week.i missed my bm and ungs class today.i woke up late cuz i slept a few minutes after 7am.

last night i stayed at studio to complete my group presentation.it is 40% of our overall marks.i was struggling to make it clear about the things we ought to do.i took in charge of the group which consists of 10 members including me.6 girls and 4 guys. i showed them the past year presentations.and had the thought of following the structure and outline of the slideshow.but a friend of mine was arguing and rejecting my idea.i was furious,because what i've said was true and it is the thing which we SHOULD do.

not according to her.thank god a few of them were on my side.while the other doesnt seem to care.its 40% okay.stop acting so smart when you dont even know what to do.and it proves me right,when we are supposed to present about the detail of the drawings NOT about the materials ONLY.i knew i was right all along.HAHA.padan muka everyone has to do the slides from the beginning.too bad.nasib baik my part was correct.

im tired and sleepy.i miss mummy and daddy and my brothers so much.ohh.rizal will be back this weekend :) and i find myself being homesick.so,im going back home tomorrow to heal myself.yeay!*gedik*