hoo arr yuu?

i opened nad's fb profile...and looked at her picture...guess what i've discovered?

Shauqi Suhaimi wrote
at 12:27am on November 22nd, 2008
adakah itu myra elisha catrina? huiyoooo

Nadia Nasir wrote
at 12:41am on November 22nd, 2008
nmpknye begitu la,knp?

Shauqi Suhaimi wrote
at 12:42am on November 22nd, 2008
apsal die ade plak.dak kaed gak ke die

Nadia Nasir wrote
at 1:03am on November 22nd, 2008
yes.nxt yr die jd ahli kaed jgk.insyaALLAH

Shauqi Suhaimi wrote
at 1:08am on November 22nd, 2008
owho.nxt year br nk jd.adohai.nxt year ke nxt sem ni

**huh.ape kes?sapekah kamu wahai shauqi suhaimi?ku tidak mengenali kamu.

400th post

i've been a heart breaker once.will i ever do it twice?i hope not.

not really been tagged :P

tag

mari lihat perihal 7 jawapan

anda mestilah JUJUR,AMANAH,IKHLAS,SOPAN SANTUN dan BERPEGANG PADA PRINSIP

1. 7 ciri wanita/lelaki idaman anda

• kind and gentleman
  
• educated
  
• loving
  
• more religous than i am
  
• understands me and accepts me the way i am
  
• handsome and good looking
  
• definitely not a hot tempered person
  

2. 7 wanita/lelaki yang pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup

• zulkarnain
  
• shahir
  
• abg shazrol
  
• azrun hafiz
  
• tom felton
  
• robert pattinson
  
• my very own mr. man dec sayang
  

3. 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang yang anda minati

• shy2
  
• i tend to become so erm kabut.krusi jatuh,menu piza jatuh,potong queue?
  
• happy and overjoyed(sbb tu suke senyum sorg2)
  
• excited
  
• i wanna be with you forever...
  
• rase sayang sgt9999999999999
  
• nak get married cpat2 *blush*
  

4. 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama pasangan anda

• paris
• beach
• any island
• london
• jum makan chinese kat eden :)
• place doesnt matter,anywhere where i can be with you will do :)
  

5. 7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin akan anda hadiahkan kepada pasangan anda

• tshirt(dah)
  
• wallet
  
• perfume
  
• watch
  
• cap
  
• shoes?haha
  
• what he wants
  

6. 7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda dedicate untuk pasangan anda

• i wanna love you forever-j.simpsons
• i turn to you-c.aguilera
• desperately-michelle branch
• you get me-m.branch
• stick with you-pcd
• one sweet day-mariah carey
• we belong together-mariah carey
  

sedih...

xpenah lg rasa sedih mcm ni....

i do...

i do have a difficult time to let others in....

a meme

1) List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don’t say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

one. I wish you'd know how much love you,i miss you and i need you and that i've fallen head over heels for you.yes its you

two. Sometimes you are being such a snob

three. I miss the old you...when we were so close together and share everything we could...

four. You don't have to act like you know everything

five. stop acting so perfect because you are not

six. sometimes i wish we werent associated at all

seven. yes,im jealous of your sister.so and so...

eight. you need to get a grip of yourslef pal

nine. sometimes i wish you were me...my life has never been easy...

ten. i hate your sense of humor

eleven. so what if i like pink?or black?do you have a problem with that??

twelve. i wish you would love me like i love you

thirteen. i hope you'd pay more attention to me

fourteen.can you stop being so self centred?

fifteen. you dont have to tell your girl stuff in your accessable blog.duh.like shame of you!

sixteen. why did you say that?why?why??do you really mean it when you said that?

seventeen. you lied and you thought i didnt know about it.but i do.

eighteen. im sorry,you were just a little too late...

nineteen. you know i feel the same way...like you did,previously,back then more than a year ago...

twenty.i was just wondering...are you still waiting...?


this is supposed to be random thoughts of different people right?huhu..yes.so i guess it is :)

compliments

grandma told me,not to believe in compliments.because compliments are just words.words to "sedapkan hati" and are not really meant for it.and even if someone tell you are pretty,beautiful,gorgeous,hot,lovely,cute and so on for instance,you don't really have to brag about it.right?instead,if you do,others would feel rather menyampah towards you.and even if you really are pretty and you know it,just keep it to yourself,be humble and besides,beauty doesn't last forever and as for my favourite quote ... beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.....so true.grandma,i'll bear your words in mind.

independent

independent.is what i wanted to talk about.well,apparently,i was taught to do things on my on.not all of it..and to be brave as well.i try not to be too dependent on someone if you know what i mean.takkan la nak harapkan the person you've always been hanging on to for every single thing you do and its as if you'd drown if you let go.funny.to be continued.brb...

...

i gave up hope.i have lost faith.i surrender.suicidal seems to be the best option.

goodbye

don't worry,i'll say goodbye in no time,dear...

fashion sense

i know,well,i dont really know how to dress myself up.im being a totally plain girl.yup,somehow,i liked it that way.i dont wear fancy accessories or cute blouses or make ups or any other unnecessary things on my body.so,that's me.for now.why?i was told by my mom,even if we wear things to make us pretty,but it wont change the fact that our eyes will become larger or our nose is getting straighter or our smile becomes more charming.indeed,no doubt,it is true.so,i wear my lazy bumped up crocodile sandals and a plain outfit with a pat of a slight compact powder on my face,to class or even outing.i dont care much.besides,beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder right?they think i have no fashion sense?well,maybe,maybe not.i wear something which is plain but comfortable rather than pretty but so not comfortable.huhu.dinner functions are exceptional. :)

please...

dear,please move on.i couldn't bear face the truth...i hope you'd understand...please...

effy

effy dear,good luck for ur exam.i love u!and of course i miss u so much!make mummy and daddy proud.don't spoil the reputation of our siblings.*smile* i know u can do it.and i know u will succeed.insyaAllah. :)

i'd rather....

when im sad...i'd rather...

~keep quite
~be alone
~weep
~write a post in my blog
~stay away from others
~avoid talking to anyone
~pretend that im okay
~write a poem
~search for sad and poems of depression

AC

old busted wardrobes.filthy toilets.no elevators?4th floor?ugh.how am i going to live in kind of condition for another 4 months???

alya fathi,i did this because im bored.haha

1.How old are you?
- in the edge on 18

2. Are you single?
- nope.

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
- entah.idk.but nak cpat :P

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
- hopefully and insyaAllah

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- i have no idea

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
- traditional

7. Your ideal motif?
- errm.it doesnt really have to be grand

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
- paris.haha

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
- frens,family members,cant really estimate

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- not too extravagant,not too simple.after all we get married everyday right?haha.want to make it memorable

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
- nope

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
- 9. :P

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
- no receps

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
- evening

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- no.no receps

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
- for sure :D

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
- i will always love you-whitney houston

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- light ones

21. What age do you want to get married?
- idk.as soon as possible? :)

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
- take a look at my precious arif.and that is what i call ideal. :)

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- depends

24. champagne or red wine?
- non alchoholic sparkling juice

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- right after the wedding :D

26. Money or household item?
- both?

27. Who will pay for the bills?
- daddy pays the bills.so i guess it goes for our husband to pay them rite?

28. Are you ready for married life?
- why not?:P

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
- yes.save it till our first night together

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
- of course.will always do.

31. How many kids do u like?
- 4 or 5 :)

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
- a new one.

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
- we'll see about that

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
- chinese.malay.and italian. :P

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
- yes!

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? Choose 5 person.
-no one

How shallow are you?

i answered a quiz,and here's the result...

How shallow are you?

Paris Hilton you're not:

You don't give thought to appearances. You look for what's inside a person, rather than what's on the outside. You don't give much thought to what others think of you, you're happy just being who you are. You're very modest in the way you dress, the way you think, and the way you live. You don't care what name is on something or how much it costs as long as you like it.

i do this because im bored

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?

-u know who u r,sweetheart :)

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your car?

-yes

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?

-both.depends

4. Do you take compliments well?

-nope.cuz i dont really believe in compliments :P

5. Do you play Sudoku?

-tried a couple of times.but no interest in them

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?

-try me

7. Do you like to ride horses?

-ha?

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

-motivational camp-10 years still a kiddo

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?

-barbie dolls

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?

-no.ew.

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?

-no

12. would you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?

-maybe not

13. Do you like choc?

-yes.love em

14. Use three words to describe yourself?

-paranoid.complicated.emo

15. Do any songs make you cry?

-cry-mandy moore.but da biasa,no longer...huhu

16. Are you continuing your education?

-yes

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?

-i wish.haha

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?

-gizmo!

19. How often do you read books?

-my free time

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?

-past.present and future

21. What is your favorite children's book?

-fairy tale stories

22. What color are your eyes?

-dark brown

23. How tall are you?

ntah.165 kut

24. Where is your dream house located?

-london.on top of a hill.

25. Do you have a secret fetish?

-nah

26. Have you tried sushi?

-yes.just give me tempura.enuf said

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

-nope

28. Who/What do you blame for your bad mood today?

-im emotionless

29. What was the first thing you did this morning?

-snooze my alarm

30. Do you care what people think of you?

-people talk too much.they say things which are untrue.sometimes.yes.sometimes i dont give a damn about it

31. Last person you went to the movies with?

- :)

32. Do you like anyone?

-i love someone.

33. What is happening between you and the person you like?

-we're in love?*blush*

34. Something you do a lot?

-internet

35. Where do you wish you were right now?

-home

36. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?

-yes. :)

37. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
-daisy path :)

38. Whats your favorite season?

-winter

39. What song are you listening to right now?

-teratai yang layu-faiziah latiff.ages ago

40. Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?

-currently.

post from the bulletin.lovely.haha

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]

When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]

When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]

When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]

When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]

When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]

When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared - [ Protect her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

-DON'T let her have the last word

-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Tease her and let her tease you back

-Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

paranoia

paranoia

1.a mental condition characterized by delusions of prosecution, unwarranted jealousy or exaggerated.

2.unjustified suspicion or mistrust of others





**i guess really am paranoid...*shrug*