survey 78

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?

-i guess not.i'll tell someone i love him/her when i really do.

Who is your last text message from?

-precious :)

Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?

-err.hehe.

Who do you miss?

-sweetheart

What woke you up this morning?

-by his call.*blush*

Are you waiting for something?

-yeah,i can tell

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

-haha. for sure

Have you done something lately you have never done before?

-err.yes. :)

Could you cry right now?

-yeah,i could

Are you a jealous person?

-indeed.

If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?

-besides my family members?then,i need my precious sweetheart

Are you easy to lie to, or do you have a hard time believing people?

-hard time believing people.i can be paranoid sometimes

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

-i am hooked up with someone.and i really hope this one would last forever

What are you listening to?

-Points of authority-lp

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

-insyaAllah.make it 7 years. :P

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?

-ahha.nope

What is your relationship status?

-taken and happy about it

Has anyone ever sang to you?

yeah.kayant.haha.and wewe.recording.

Who was the last person to say they loved you and why?

-hehe.because he loves me?

changed

im still the old me...
i've changed...
because you've changed...
stop saying that im different...
look into the mirror...
and what do you see?

MC[s]

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

well,well...dear blogie,i sure do miss ya.hmm.i think there's a whole bunch of stories which are needed to be updated here.idk where to start.let see,a couple of weeks ago,and last week,i became the mc for the idea society agm as well as the creative club agm.the idea agm was okay,i paired up with hafizul(pijol)...except during the earlier part of the meeting.my legs were trembling!it wasnt my fault,they were the ones who toppled me up with different informations and they were making me nervous.

but it was smooth after the event started.and another part which is spoiled was during the multimedia presentation.major problem i can say."special thanks to the p.i.c".yeah right.haha.well2.and i had to join the post mortem that night.i told hadi(president of idea society),i wanted to say a few words(which is not exactly a few)huhu.i pointed out some things which makes the event a bit "kelam kabut" in the beginning, i should say.

and my friend(name should not be revealed),was steaming hot during the post mortem and i tried to back her up.it was between us and the p.i.c of multimedia.-(a girl).she wouldnt surrender eventhough she's guilty.geez.and the conversation went on and on until bro rafaei and bro. amir made a few comments.and hey.why defend yourself,dear when you know you are wrong and stop blaming others for your mistakes!

and as for the creative club agm.hmm.no further comments i guess.i paired up with fauzi.he spoke in malay while i spoke in english.well.it was a bit boring.i cant stand still.haha.but seeing someone in that black shirt with blue tie(you know who you are,honey),you did make me smile.thanks! :)

home

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

well...today is wednesday,and it appears that im at home.why?long story.hmm.but indeed it was pointless i should say.(maybe not) but yeah.hmm.i check my muet results.i got band 5 only.i was kinda sad though,since i've targetted to get band 6.waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!*sob2*somehow.yes.i should be thankful.alhamdulillah.

i've to submit my project on friday.and yet,i havent coloured it yet.all putih bersih on the illustration board!yikes!and as for gc.i havent bought the rm90 couloured markers.and after this in need to buy pelaka again.for the serial planes.and mounting board as well.*sigh*.my architecture bag dah berhabuk.the last time i used it was last year.haha.

erm...i need to do some sketches for shoes,face portrait,a scenery and a few others.darn it.and it is due on 4th of august!well.im goin back to cfs again.*sad*.ohh,and remind me once again,i have leadtrain this weekend.im not coming back home.*sad3*.useless leadtrain,wasting time.i hate it!bluek!

-end-

a fight

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

im back again!yup.week after week.i am pampered.so what?haha.well.in a week.i've submitted my gc tasks yesterday.and my proposal for the nature geometry was approved by mdm rabeah.and she did make slight additions which doesn't really affect my proposal.and at least i am happy with it.(i think).

on wednesday night.i had a fight with someone.(a quarrel i should say).and it appears to be my very best friend and roomate in cfs iium.hmmm.i was scolded.and being blamed as a distraction.but hey,you cant really put the blame on me,sweetheart.im sorry.dear,somehow,you should be thankful i was there to teman you at the meeting.if not,i could just walk away and do my gc task.rather than to wait for you.

we did have some "silent moments".we did talk.but we barely spoke 10 words the day after next.and the next day and yesterday.huhu.im sadden.and i was petrified by her words.ohh,well,might as well forget about it then.*sigh*

survey 14

1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station

- ahha...and the question is...?

2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?

- i absolutely do not want to be reincarnated as anything

3. Whos your favorite redhead?

- hmm.lindsay lohan is originally redhead rite?

4. What do you order when youre at McDs?

- fillet set and apple pie

5. Last book you read?

- holy quran

6. Describe your mood.

- sad.sad.sad.

7. Describe the last time you were injured?

- i bruised my knee cuz i fell in the laundry room at kc.hey.it was slippery

8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?

- ugh.geez.why would anyone in the world would want to be stuck in a well with someone?

9. Rock concert or symphony?

- neither

10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone?

- my precious sweetheart

11. Favorite Soda?

- Pepsi

12. What type of shirt are you wearing?

- im still wearing my jubah seluar

13. If you could only use one form of transportation:

- car

14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?

- cant remember

15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for:

- david archuleta

16. Whats your favorite kind of cake?

- yogurt cheese

17. What did you have for dinner last night?

- kuey teow

18. Look to your left, what do you see?

- a basket of chocolates

19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

- nope

20. Favorite toy as a child?

- teddies and barbies

21. Do you buy your own groceries?

- seldom

22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?

- hahaha.surprise2.of course,they cant resist it.

23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms?

- a couple of years ago

24. Who left u the last comment?

- syahid.wanita menangis???

25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?

- haha.nopey.but i can do it back then.

26. Do you like running long distances?

- nope.short distance is okay.

27. Have you ever eaten snow?

- nope2

28. What color are your bedsheets?

- green and yellow.

29. Whats your favorite flower?

- roses

30. Do you do ballet?

- nope.

31. Do you listen to classical music?

- sometimes

32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?

- spongebob

33. Do you watch Sponge bob?

- haha.coincidence.yes i do.

34. What temperature is it outside right now?

- 27 maybe?

35. Do people consider you smart?

- i wonder.....

36. How many piercings do you have?

- none

37. Are you signed on AIM?

- no

38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?

- yeah.haha.experimenting

39 .How do you feel about your family?

- i dont wanna talk about it

40. Do you have an iPod?

- yes i do

41. What time do you go to bed?

- 2 or 3 am.the usual

42. What CD is currently in your CD player?

- no cd player

43. What movie do you know every line to?

- err.just my luck.haha.not exactly every line.

44. What is your favorite salad dressing?

- do i even eat salad?

45. What do you want for your birthday this year?

- next year.i want happiness

46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? Where?

- auntie Lela and pak ngah.they are in manchester.

47. Do you like hugs?

- yes i do

48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

- cant remember

49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?

- myra becomes mira.elisha becomes elaisha(but thats normal if its in overseas)

50. Last person you hugged?

- hanis

cherish

It is weird...
that humans never realise how much they really love something or someone...
until they lost the thing or that person...
true...?

so,people...
.take up some of your time to tell the people around you that you love them.
.never take for granted of what you have.
.be kind and show some love.
.smile always.
.be grateful of what you have.
.spend the time that you have with your loved ones.
.(priority to my family members- including gizmo...and as for me,bf comes after my family).

Al-Fatihah

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

at 6.38 pm.i received a message...

"salam...sahabat kite,no'or telah kembali ke rahmatullah jam 6 ptg td.semoga roh no'or dicucuri rahmat dan dtmpatkan dikalangan org2 yg soleh.al-fatihah..."

Innalillahiwainnailaihiraji'un...

i had tears in my eyes...immediately after i finished reading the message.it was unbearable...

no'or...
we will miss you and you will always be in our prayers...and remain in our thoughts and you will always be dear to our hearts...May Allah bless you and your family during this time and the day after...

No'or's condition

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

i just received a message from our friend - Afiq,
its all about noor's condition...the message was :

kepada sahabat-sahabat Muhamad Noor Asyraf, diharap dapat menghalalkan makan minum dan segala kesalahan yang telah beliau lakukan kepada anda. Kami mengaharap teramat kemaafan dari anda. Asyraf sekarang tenat sangat. Tolong sampaikan mesej ini pada rakan-rakan yang mengenali beliau...
from keluarga Asyraf

diharapkan semua dapat mendoakan beliau dan tolong sebarkan kepada rakan-rakan yang lain ek..sebarang pertanyaan boleh kemukakan di chat window k..thx -kam

**copied from thirdfivers blog

Vanishing - Mariah Carey

Vanishing
By : Mariah carey

If I could recapture
All of the memories
And bring them to life
Surely I would
Hear the distant laughter
Wasn't it you and me
Surviving the night
You're fading out of my sight
Swiftly
Chorus:
You're vanishing
Drifting away
You're vanishing

I was so enraptured
No sensibility
To open my eyes
I misunderstood
Now you're fading faster
It's suddenly hard to see
You're taking the light
Letting the shadows inside
Swiftly

Chorus

Reaching out into the distance
Searching for spirits of the past
Just a trace of your existence to grasp
And if somehow I could recapture
All of the memories
And bring them to life
Lord knows I would
But now you're fading faster
Getting so hard to see
Taking the light
Letting the darkness inside
Swiftly

Chorus

***oh and yes,this is my 300th post...hehe...

aki!

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

Aki and me during graduation day

Aki dearie,Happy 19th birthday!!!

semoga pjg umur and murah rezeki!
enjoy your birthday!
i really miss u!
*sob2*

im home version 1.9

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful...

well...it appears that...im home again!yeay!yup.mommy told me to come back home every week.haha.so yes.your wish is my command,mommy.*grin*.alhamdulillah.i finished up my project,entitled "prelude to myself" and presented it well on thursday.madam said it was very good.but... i got b plus only for my presentation?*sob2*.how sad...but still.i had to be thankful right?yes.of course.in my presentation.i mention most of the negative traits which i posses.(frankly im not the kind of person who boasts about myself and i see the flaws in me).yes.im happy with what i had told them.well...i cant deny the fact because this IS me.

hmm...up to this point...im having second thoughts about something.eventhough i tried to push it away.please.and i feel like i wanted to cry.for no valid reason.but yes.i really wanted to,because i think,i havent cried for days.(someone,please help me).erm,i gotten a new task for ed as well as gc.as for gc,we had to do it on monday.im searching for the exact mood for these subjects.and yes!i missed my btq class again!waaaa.i wanna cry and cry and cry!*frown*.pathetic.okay,im outta here.end.

**i miss rizal and sayang

ED 1 1st project and GC's 2nd task

In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful

im taking my mind of erm...this pathetic...oops...tiring aed project.and frankly im feeling kinda sleepy though.ohh,pleasee help me mommy... :( had to present my project tomorrow,and yet,i had just finalised my third design at 11am this morning.haha.i have the tendency to change it a lot though.huh(tak tetap pendirian).pity me.im pretty sure im not going to have enough sleep tonight.ohh well.for the sake of this project.and remind me again about my workbook,since i had to submit it by tomorrow to mdm rabeah.hmm...those gc tasks?i had to finish it all up by tomorrow night.since i had to submit it to bro. zul before 5pm on friday.that's it for now.i had to continue doing my project.will return home on friday.(yeay!)