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To whom it may concern
i just wanted you to know that,i will try my very best to avoid any misunderstandings, conflicts and neither slight nor complicated arguments between the both of us,since you're very precious and dear to me.
Juno
This movie seems to be kinda interesting.Its about a whip-smart teen confronts an unplanned pregnancy by her classmate.well,here's the trailer.i will try to watch it soon.
results
I've gotten my results.and yes,no doubt,they are bad.well,yes i can say that.it was below my expectations.frustrated,yes myra,that is what you will get when you expect a little too much on something.i cried,but yeah,it was no use.somehow,still.i have to be grateful.
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i want to stop pasting those fake smiles...
because i want to drop those lies...
i want to keep on painting those tears...
because no one would ever lend an ear...
i want to plead with all my might...
because i can't afford to say "i'm alright"...
i want to drown in my own emotions...
because im the one who's fighting my own trepidations...
because i want to drop those lies...
i want to keep on painting those tears...
because no one would ever lend an ear...
i want to plead with all my might...
because i can't afford to say "i'm alright"...
i want to drown in my own emotions...
because im the one who's fighting my own trepidations...
Distress
when im trying to dispel the thoughts about you,that is when your vision appears in my mind,tears started to form,and at that time,i've never felt so distress before...
This mask i wear
this mask i wear
she serves me well
she hides my pain
so they can't tell
they see her smile
but never my tears
she shows no sorrow
she fights my fears
they believe she is me
if only they knew
that she is my mask,
my savior too.
my scars she hides
behind laughter, and lies
she says she is fine.....
but slowlly she dies...
-anonymous-
she serves me well
she hides my pain
so they can't tell
they see her smile
but never my tears
she shows no sorrow
she fights my fears
they believe she is me
if only they knew
that she is my mask,
my savior too.
my scars she hides
behind laughter, and lies
she says she is fine.....
but slowlly she dies...
-anonymous-
I wanted to...
i wanted to be alone when i don't want to
i wanted to be happy and sad at the same time
i wanted to drown in sweet misery
i wanted to pretend im pleased when im crestfallen.
i wanted to pretend that im okay when im hurt.
i wanted to fake those smiles when my heart is crying.
i wanted to cry when im happy.
i wanted to laugh when people say bad things to me.
and the point is...
i want to be different from the others.
and i never wanted to be someone else
except for me.
i wanted to be happy and sad at the same time
i wanted to drown in sweet misery
i wanted to pretend im pleased when im crestfallen.
i wanted to pretend that im okay when im hurt.
i wanted to fake those smiles when my heart is crying.
i wanted to cry when im happy.
i wanted to laugh when people say bad things to me.
and the point is...
i want to be different from the others.
and i never wanted to be someone else
except for me.
untiltled again
"not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels..."
understand me?nope,you never will.trust me.
understand me?nope,you never will.trust me.
Sunway pyramid
Note : click on the picture to enlarge
A couple of days ago,me,nad,bella,mar,nesh and radzi went to sunway pyramid.the point of going there is because we wanted to ice skate.but surprisingly when we reached there.surprise,surprise!!oh yeah,the ice was gone!no ice?how can we skate?yeah,no way!we were sad and feeling rather crestfallen.huhu.the skating rink is going through the renovation process until 5th of april.(nasib baik nesh x emo kat situ!hahaha!no offence nesh! :p)
and we decided to go and watch a movie instead.we climbed up the escalator and yeah,we reached tgv.we took a lot of time just to decide the movie.some wanted to watch spiderwick and water horse(err...is that correct?)bella wanted to watch 27 dresses and she didn't want to watch ghost stories,while the others don't really mind.and alas,we managed to convince bella to watch the shutter.(a ghost story)
it was 1130 when we bought the tickets,the movie is at 1230.and we went downstairs to go to the archery range.all of us tried,it was my second time,but i kinda suck at it though.(better than the others kut)haha.it was fun.and then we headed to the arcade.bella and radzi played the dancing thingy.funny.lol.while mar and nesh played the shooting game.
our watch struck 1230.and we made our way to the cinema.we watched the movie.i was sitting next to nesh and mar.sorry mar,can't resist pinching you when it comes to those scary parts. :p the movie finished at about nearly 2pm if im not mistaken.and it was radzi's unlucky day.he lost his handphone!pity him.
well,then all of us perform solat and ate at the pizza hut.we talked a lot about pangkor.and stuff.after we are done,we walked and snap pictures.and i mean a lot of pictures.my fault though.haha.sorry guys.they wanted to go to the arcade again.no choice but to follow.im not really interested.arcades are noisy and i hate it.i'd rather play those games at home.huhu.
i guess it was about nearly 5,we decided to go home.we stopped by at nad's house and then radzi sent mar at her house.me,bella,nesh and radzi headed to digital mall at ss14,since nesh wanted to do something with his psp.and then radzi said he wanted to send me to my house.i insist on him to just drop me off at jamek and then my daddy will pick me up.
it was dusk when we had caught up in traffic!oohh,in my mind,all i thought was my parents are gonna have a cow!yeah,my daddy,but not much.thank god my mommy didn't say anything.huhu.i reached home at 8pm.that was like the first time i came back home at night.and good news, i didn't get into much trouble.yeay!
**the actual story is longer of course,i've shorten it.
kakak
special thanks to kakak(though we are sisters and its not wrong if we have different parents right?haha).well thanks for spending some time with me,for being my side when i needed you,for your support,for helping me out through the hardest of times,your thoughtful advice..well thanks for everything!i love you sis!keep in touch!
walls
"sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out,but to see who cares enough to tear them down" - taken from aki's blog
that is so true,aki.for most of the people.but for me,i put up walls to keep others out.hehe.
that is so true,aki.for most of the people.but for me,i put up walls to keep others out.hehe.
No one
Lets just face it,nobody's perfect in this world.i repeat.no one.so people out there,stop acting like "i-am-so-perfect".there's nothing you can get from that.trust me.nothing.cheers.
Emotions again
Emotions are sometimes undescribable but sometimes it is best and easier to put them into words...
Accent
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
Tough luck i didn't get a chance to further my studies abroad like my big brother and my parents.like seriously.i envy them.my big brother's in uk right now and my parents studied in usa.i've always wanted...to study in uk.it's(was) my dream.i wanted to return there,to the place where i belong(poyo)not exactly where i belong but,yeah,my place of birth to be precise.
i wanted to have the british accent...so bad.(i can speak only a little of the british accent).yeah,and i bet my big brother's is having the accent now.he's been there for more than 6 months.(and usually like most of the people said,we can get use to the accent around that moment of time.).i think its super cool!
Tough luck i didn't get a chance to further my studies abroad like my big brother and my parents.like seriously.i envy them.my big brother's in uk right now and my parents studied in usa.i've always wanted...to study in uk.it's(was) my dream.i wanted to return there,to the place where i belong(poyo)not exactly where i belong but,yeah,my place of birth to be precise.
i wanted to have the british accent...so bad.(i can speak only a little of the british accent).yeah,and i bet my big brother's is having the accent now.he's been there for more than 6 months.(and usually like most of the people said,we can get use to the accent around that moment of time.).i think its super cool!
hurts
my left arm hurts.a lot.must be because of the archery we tried yesterday.ohh,yeah,i havent write about yesterday yet.soon then.
Sister
I have a sister.not those pet-sister sister but a real sister.i talked a lot about my brothers.but i don't talk much about or to her.to let you know sis,i don't hate you,but i just don't love you as a sister,as the matter of fact.i can't.cuz i dont really feel like you are my sister.and i bet you feel the same way.and trust me,sis,it hurts...
Debate
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
I don't know why,sometimes i have 2nd thoughts about my career.what am i going to be in the next 7 or 8 years?"i don't know"-the usual answer.well,i like to talk.to be precise,i like to argue,to debate.i've entered public speaking when i ws in cbn.but i didnt make it up to the finals.(yeah i was defeated my my chinese and indian friends)
even my teacher,miss moomala put my name on the debater's list when i was in form 4 and 5,but i quit it when i was in form 5.she wouldn't let me to do so.but i had no choice.not to say that i don't like it,but with all the traning every week?the debate tournaments?i dont think i can cope with it.nope.no can do.
im in love with debating and arguing until now.ask my close friends,my classmates and my parents?haha.yeah,up to one day,my mommy said to me,"if you like to argue so much,then why didn't you take up law instead of architecture?"huhu.and i kept quiet."yea,i should have taken that"-my heart whispered.*sigh*
and im planning to join the debate team next sem.(if im elegible to do so la kan.hehe).but i'll try to work hard for that.
I don't know why,sometimes i have 2nd thoughts about my career.what am i going to be in the next 7 or 8 years?"i don't know"-the usual answer.well,i like to talk.to be precise,i like to argue,to debate.i've entered public speaking when i ws in cbn.but i didnt make it up to the finals.(yeah i was defeated my my chinese and indian friends)
even my teacher,miss moomala put my name on the debater's list when i was in form 4 and 5,but i quit it when i was in form 5.she wouldn't let me to do so.but i had no choice.not to say that i don't like it,but with all the traning every week?the debate tournaments?i dont think i can cope with it.nope.no can do.
im in love with debating and arguing until now.ask my close friends,my classmates and my parents?haha.yeah,up to one day,my mommy said to me,"if you like to argue so much,then why didn't you take up law instead of architecture?"huhu.and i kept quiet."yea,i should have taken that"-my heart whispered.*sigh*
and im planning to join the debate team next sem.(if im elegible to do so la kan.hehe).but i'll try to work hard for that.
Can't get over with it
This is so unfair!Most of my AED friends(the 1-year programme) will be going to Gombak in like 3 months time!As for me?huh.yeah.another 2 pathetic long sems.that is so...pathetically pathetic!well of course i cant put the blame on anybody else.i was the one who made all those decisions.AED-ENGIN-AED.
"you decide,and you will have to bear with the consequences no matter how hard it is"-that was what my big brother had adviced to me earlier.
darn it!i almost had tears in my eyes during the IDEA AGD,since the thoughts of the change of course haunted me when i watched my studiomates acting(they made a short 10-mins movies).
they are my studiomates.i mean"were".bummer!i still cant get over with it!i wanted to cry and cry and cry until im out tears.but its ridiculous and there is no use at all!not even a teeny tiny bit!
i keep on telling myself,"no regrets,i should go on and nothing should get in my way ".whenever im around with the 2year programme students,to be honest,i feel like i dont belong with them.i belong together with the 1 year programme students...
ugh!this so typically immature of me.damn it!stupid decision leads to the extension of sems.and foolish me,will have to go through with it.that is so perfect.just perfect.
"you decide,and you will have to bear with the consequences no matter how hard it is"-that was what my big brother had adviced to me earlier.
darn it!i almost had tears in my eyes during the IDEA AGD,since the thoughts of the change of course haunted me when i watched my studiomates acting(they made a short 10-mins movies).
they are my studiomates.i mean"were".bummer!i still cant get over with it!i wanted to cry and cry and cry until im out tears.but its ridiculous and there is no use at all!not even a teeny tiny bit!
i keep on telling myself,"no regrets,i should go on and nothing should get in my way ".whenever im around with the 2year programme students,to be honest,i feel like i dont belong with them.i belong together with the 1 year programme students...
ugh!this so typically immature of me.damn it!stupid decision leads to the extension of sems.and foolish me,will have to go through with it.that is so perfect.just perfect.
Bring it on : All or Nothing
At the elite seaside campus of Pacific Vista High School, Britney is captain of the cheerleading squad and the envy of everyone at school - including one overly-ambitious teammate. But Britney's life changes when her father's job takes her family to Crenshaw Heights, a multi-ethnic working-class neighbourhood east of Los Angeles! At her new school, Britney is viewed with suspicion by most of the students, especially by Camille (Solange Knowles), the overly confident and acerbic leader of the Crenshaw Heights Warriors cheerleading squad. No one is more surprised than Camille, however, when Britney proves herself and secures a spot on the Warriors' cheer squad. Britney and her new teammates work feverishly to prepare for the audition for Rihanna, incorporating some edgy new moves into their performance. Now the pressure is on, as the Warriors find themselves locked in a high-stakes cheer-off with Pacific Vista, Britney's old school.
Bring it on : In it to win it
SYNOPSIS
In Bring It On: In It To Win It, Southern California high-school senior Carson (Ashley Benson) arrives at the all-important “Cheer Camp Nationals” determined to lead her squad, the West High Sharks, to victory. But chic New Yorker Brooke (Cassie Scerbo) and her team, the East High Jets, are equally steadfast in their pursuit of the competition’s coveted “Spirit Stick.” As tension mounts between the two rival squads, Carson falls for fellow cheerleader Penn (Michael Copon), not realizing he’s a Jet. When Brooke discovers the budding romance, she raises the stakes by challenging Carson to a one-on-one cheer-off. A spectacular “cheer fighting” sequence erupts into a no-holds-barred brawl and cheerleaders on both sides are suspended from the competition. With their dreams of taking home the top prize all but shattered, the leaders of both squads realize they’ll have to take drastic measures to stay in the game.
A smile on your face
You go every day with a smile on your face
Showing people that nothing is bothering you
You tell them that everything's fine
When they ask if you're okay.
You laugh with them when they make a joke
And it's about how you hide everything
That those feelings are good feelings everyone else wants.
But really, you just want to scream.
You want to tell everyone to shut up and say
You're not okay. You're not fine.
In fact, everything is NOT fine, is NOT okay.
The smiles you show off
Are nothing but a habit you taught yourself
To show others you don't want to be bothered with.
You lie to them
Because if you told them the truth
It would hurt them so much.
So much that they'll say, "Sorry"
And don't know whether they mean it or not.
And when you laugh at the jokes
They made toward you,
You really want to yell at them
You want them to feel your pain,
To know what it's to have something wrong in your life
To want them make themselves want to help you
But not sure how, and when they try
You shove them away.
You try to make them go so far away from you
That you don't have anyone to turn to
When you need a friend.
You go every day with a smile on your face
Wishing they knew...
They ALL knew
Your life. Your secrets.
**The best poem i've found so far.
Showing people that nothing is bothering you
You tell them that everything's fine
When they ask if you're okay.
You laugh with them when they make a joke
And it's about how you hide everything
That those feelings are good feelings everyone else wants.
But really, you just want to scream.
You want to tell everyone to shut up and say
You're not okay. You're not fine.
In fact, everything is NOT fine, is NOT okay.
The smiles you show off
Are nothing but a habit you taught yourself
To show others you don't want to be bothered with.
You lie to them
Because if you told them the truth
It would hurt them so much.
So much that they'll say, "Sorry"
And don't know whether they mean it or not.
And when you laugh at the jokes
They made toward you,
You really want to yell at them
You want them to feel your pain,
To know what it's to have something wrong in your life
To want them make themselves want to help you
But not sure how, and when they try
You shove them away.
You try to make them go so far away from you
That you don't have anyone to turn to
When you need a friend.
You go every day with a smile on your face
Wishing they knew...
They ALL knew
Your life. Your secrets.
**The best poem i've found so far.
Wait...
Do you ever just get that feeling
where you don't want to talk to anybody?
You don’t want to smile,
and you don't want to fake being happy.
But at the same time,
you don't know exactly what is wrong either.
There isn't a way to explain it to someone
who doesn't already understand.
If you could want anything in the world
it would be to be alone.
People have stopped being comforting
... & being alone never was.
At least when you're alone
no one constantly asks you what is wrong
and there isn't anyone
who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer.
You feel the way you do just because--
you hope the feeling will pass soon
and that you will be able to be yourself again,
but until then all you can do is wait…
**found this on the internet.i think its nice.suits me.
where you don't want to talk to anybody?
You don’t want to smile,
and you don't want to fake being happy.
But at the same time,
you don't know exactly what is wrong either.
There isn't a way to explain it to someone
who doesn't already understand.
If you could want anything in the world
it would be to be alone.
People have stopped being comforting
... & being alone never was.
At least when you're alone
no one constantly asks you what is wrong
and there isn't anyone
who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer.
You feel the way you do just because--
you hope the feeling will pass soon
and that you will be able to be yourself again,
but until then all you can do is wait…
**found this on the internet.i think its nice.suits me.
Loner
"wut a life. must be crazy being you..."
received a comment from a friend of mine.yeah,now you are talking.haha.true,indeed.sometimes i wished my life wasn't that complicated.and eversince i entered cfs iium,i feel i need to be independent,and do things on my own.without having to be to depend on others.i like indivisual projects and assignments compared to group ones.erm,there were a few times when...
"cat,nak gi mane?"
"erm,stad,ade keje"
"sorg je?"
"ha'ah,nk gi stad je pun"
"cat,cat suke gi kelas sorg ke?ke xde kawan nak gi skali?"
"bukan xde kwn,mi,malas nak tunggu org la,org tunggu myra la,x suke,lg lambat ade ah,baik gi sendiri je"
"myra makan sorg je?"
"ha'ah"
"myra nak gi exam ngan sape?"
"sorang ah,nak kne ade teman gak ke???"
yeah,i dont like it.say that im weird and then,yes,i am.haha.it is NOT wrong to be a loner when it comes to different situations.please understand me.
received a comment from a friend of mine.yeah,now you are talking.haha.true,indeed.sometimes i wished my life wasn't that complicated.and eversince i entered cfs iium,i feel i need to be independent,and do things on my own.without having to be to depend on others.i like indivisual projects and assignments compared to group ones.erm,there were a few times when...
"cat,nak gi mane?"
"erm,stad,ade keje"
"sorg je?"
"ha'ah,nk gi stad je pun"
"cat,cat suke gi kelas sorg ke?ke xde kawan nak gi skali?"
"bukan xde kwn,mi,malas nak tunggu org la,org tunggu myra la,x suke,lg lambat ade ah,baik gi sendiri je"
"myra makan sorg je?"
"ha'ah"
"myra nak gi exam ngan sape?"
"sorang ah,nak kne ade teman gak ke???"
yeah,i dont like it.say that im weird and then,yes,i am.haha.it is NOT wrong to be a loner when it comes to different situations.please understand me.
pain
she sits at the corner of her room
curtains are drawn close together
its dark and gloomy
walls are closing in
tears sting her eyes
she struts and frets
her vision fades
her thoughts wander
her heart...is aching
trying to burst free
from her problems
her emotions
her feelings
her pathetic life
she closes her eyes
balls her fists
and deepens her fingernails
until she feels...
moist...
curtains are drawn close together
its dark and gloomy
walls are closing in
tears sting her eyes
she struts and frets
her vision fades
her thoughts wander
her heart...is aching
trying to burst free
from her problems
her emotions
her feelings
her pathetic life
she closes her eyes
balls her fists
and deepens her fingernails
until she feels...
moist...
Hairspray
Featuring Nikki Blonsky,Zac Efron,Amanda Bynes,John Travolta and many more.(suprisingly John Travolta acted as a woman!)lol.really funny.This movie was released 19 years ago.and was reproduced,and on screen on the month of july 2007.i haven't had a chance to watch it during the screening time,since at that moment i was busy with the university stuff.but still get a chance to watch it. =)Here's the movie trailer.
Working
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
Well,again today,it has been kinda boring,just like the last few days of holidays.My best friend,Hawa hadn't contact much either.basically,both of us ignored each other.lol.no offence.waiting for the hairspray movie to complete its buffering.still...a 100 mins left.*sigh*.
My friends without having shortsem planned to take up job and start to work.well for me?i dunno.only time will tell.haha.feeling knda lazy,but we'll see about that.haha.just to gain experience though.there's this one friend of mine.she's working with tv3,doing translating jobs for subtitiles of dramas and tv shows.
and that.i think its kinda cool then.to be confirmed by then.*smile*.kamal,thought of working with the astro company as the operator since he said its worth it.hawa?i dunno,she said she wanted to work at alamanda.a few of my spm leaver friends are now everywhere.haha.ethira and a couple of others are working at pavilion and klcc.
mommy and my big brother(when he called a couple of days ago) asked me to work.huhu.but lets leave the rest just like that.too lazy to think about it then.
Well,again today,it has been kinda boring,just like the last few days of holidays.My best friend,Hawa hadn't contact much either.basically,both of us ignored each other.lol.no offence.waiting for the hairspray movie to complete its buffering.still...a 100 mins left.*sigh*.
My friends without having shortsem planned to take up job and start to work.well for me?i dunno.only time will tell.haha.feeling knda lazy,but we'll see about that.haha.just to gain experience though.there's this one friend of mine.she's working with tv3,doing translating jobs for subtitiles of dramas and tv shows.
and that.i think its kinda cool then.to be confirmed by then.*smile*.kamal,thought of working with the astro company as the operator since he said its worth it.hawa?i dunno,she said she wanted to work at alamanda.a few of my spm leaver friends are now everywhere.haha.ethira and a couple of others are working at pavilion and klcc.
mommy and my big brother(when he called a couple of days ago) asked me to work.huhu.but lets leave the rest just like that.too lazy to think about it then.
Terharu
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
"33. What do you think of the person
you took this from?
- she's my best friend!"
Aki took my survey and yes she wrote that.huhu.thanks dear.you are one of a kind!miss you a lot dearie...
"33. What do you think of the person
you took this from?
- she's my best friend!"
Aki took my survey and yes she wrote that.huhu.thanks dear.you are one of a kind!miss you a lot dearie...
Step Up 2 Movie Review
Rebellious newcomer Andie (Brianna Evigan) is an outcast trying to fit in at the elite Maryland School of the Arts while still holding onto her old dream of dancing with an underground Baltimore street crew. The school’s hottest talent Chase (Hoffman) is a rising star who’s looking to break out of his mold – by forming a crew to compete in Baltimore’s biggest, most raw street dancing battle, “The Streets.” Now, as chase joins forces with Andie, the two simultaneously clash and sizzle, sending Andie’s two worlds into collision.
**definitely one of the best movies i've watched. =)
So-called-sisters and brothers
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
Highlight to the purple guy,my spm candidate integomb brother.putera nazreen syah.
or known as pot.he is a sweet one.he likes to send sweet and cute messages
everytime he's on a holiday.and its really touching when you said you missed me and you love me,dear.i feel the same way too. =)
would like to meet you during the holidays dear.
My unofficially 'abg' khairul nazrin a.k.a kayant.hehe.
i like your voice so much including your songs.
thanks for being such a supportive brother.
i hope i can help you during the hardest of times and
i hope you could be there when i needed you one day.(who knows)
*grin* and you promised to sing in front of me.make sure you will.hehe
My precious so-called-sisters
Kak sofiah dearie, (left) the prettiest yet most demure person i've ever met!
can be considered as one of my sisters too.in sunway university college.
a close friend of my petsis,kak neasa(right).
funny and smart!
had been my sister eversince i was in form 2.currently they are 20.
she's in utp taking business.i miss both of sgt2!
Mastura.my adik.known her for over 2 years.she's a good listener yet a nice sister to have.
reenduu!going to c ya after pmr i guess.*sob2*
My precious so-called-brothers
Highlight to the purple guy,my spm candidate integomb brother.putera nazreen syah.
or known as pot.he is a sweet one.he likes to send sweet and cute messages
everytime he's on a holiday.and its really touching when you said you missed me and you love me,dear.i feel the same way too. =)
would like to meet you during the holidays dear.
My unofficially 'abg' khairul nazrin a.k.a kayant.hehe.i like your voice so much including your songs.
thanks for being such a supportive brother.
i hope i can help you during the hardest of times and
i hope you could be there when i needed you one day.(who knows)
*grin* and you promised to sing in front of me.make sure you will.hehe
My precious so-called-sisters
Kak Hazirah darling.my 21 years old sister.currently in cyberjaya school of medicine.
the last time i met u,was last year,during ur brother's wedding.=)
tu me manque sis!!looking forward to see u in june!xoxo!!
the last time i met u,was last year,during ur brother's wedding.=)
tu me manque sis!!looking forward to see u in june!xoxo!!
Kak sofiah dearie, (left) the prettiest yet most demure person i've ever met!
can be considered as one of my sisters too.in sunway university college.
a close friend of my petsis,kak neasa(right).
funny and smart!
had been my sister eversince i was in form 2.currently they are 20.
she's in utp taking business.i miss both of sgt2!
My kakak sayang,kak nabila huda.we were close and she's a drama queen.
yet the best actress i'v met so far.shared a lot of secrets and now,
i havent heard for so long!been missing her a lot.
currently in uitm shah alam taking law.
yet the best actress i'v met so far.shared a lot of secrets and now,
i havent heard for so long!been missing her a lot.
currently in uitm shah alam taking law.
Mastura.my adik.known her for over 2 years.she's a good listener yet a nice sister to have.
reenduu!going to c ya after pmr i guess.*sob2*
Last but not least.my precious adik manja,izzati.we talked a lot.
well,to tell you the trust,syg,acting as a big sister sure is tough.
but i've tried my best to be by your side when you needed me and be the nicest sister i could.
pretty sure im going to meet you up soon sis.
hugs and kisses!!
well,to tell you the trust,syg,acting as a big sister sure is tough.
but i've tried my best to be by your side when you needed me and be the nicest sister i could.
pretty sure im going to meet you up soon sis.
hugs and kisses!!
"Death separates us apart..."
"Death separates us apart..."
Wednesday evening,a couple,jason and andrea walked with long strides along the sandy beach and watched the sunset together.they were deeply in love for 4 years,they had met at the same university and the guy had planned to get married with her as soon as possible.
jason kissed softly on the andrea's forehead, and suddenly she said,"meet me up at the laketown park this sunday.before i had to visit my father in scotland...and it might be the last time im going to see you.."
jason's expression changed,and laughed,"the last time...?you're kidding right?we are going on just fine.nothing's gonna separate us,andrea.trust me"
andrea looked at her boyfriend and she smiled,"we'll see about that" she gave him a playful shove.
"well,meet u there,at 4 alright?"
"okay"
jason drove andrea back home.he saw her troubled expression,but he had just kept quiet.he stopped i front of her house.she gave him a quick hug,and said,"i love you.....so much....and i really mean it..."
"i love you too,hun.take care"
the girl's hand was shaking,her body was shiverring and her legs were trembling.she took a pen,and wrote on a scrunched up piece of paper.tears were flowing down her cheeks while she suffered with great pain.suddenly,her vision blurred and blacken out....
Wednesday evening,a couple,jason and andrea walked with long strides along the sandy beach and watched the sunset together.they were deeply in love for 4 years,they had met at the same university and the guy had planned to get married with her as soon as possible.
jason kissed softly on the andrea's forehead, and suddenly she said,"meet me up at the laketown park this sunday.before i had to visit my father in scotland...and it might be the last time im going to see you.."
jason's expression changed,and laughed,"the last time...?you're kidding right?we are going on just fine.nothing's gonna separate us,andrea.trust me"
andrea looked at her boyfriend and she smiled,"we'll see about that" she gave him a playful shove.
"well,meet u there,at 4 alright?"
"okay"
jason drove andrea back home.he saw her troubled expression,but he had just kept quiet.he stopped i front of her house.she gave him a quick hug,and said,"i love you.....so much....and i really mean it..."
"i love you too,hun.take care"
***
he thought that sunday will be the best time for him to ask her a hand in marriage.he smiled to himself and head off to the jewellery store.***
the girl's hand was shaking,her body was shiverring and her legs were trembling.she took a pen,and wrote on a scrunched up piece of paper.tears were flowing down her cheeks while she suffered with great pain.suddenly,her vision blurred and blacken out....
***
they guy waited for her for almost an hour.yet,still she hasn't arrived."she had probably forgotten about it,i'll go straight to her house then",he thought.
he jumped in his jeep and drove to her house.he took out the ringbox and pressed the doorbell ,but there was no answer.after about fifteen minutes,he tried twisting the doorknob,suprisingly it wasn't locked.he called her name,but still,there was no response at all.
he began searching in the house.a shudder of panic strucked him when he entered the den and he saw her sprawling face down on the floor,with a scrunched up piece of paper and a pen in her limp hand.his heart beats faster and faster and he ran to her.
he quickly check her wrist for blood pulse and chest for a heartbeat.tears stung his eyes.he took the piece of paper,and read it silently while hot tears flowed down his cheeks.
"Jason,
i should have told you earlier,that i had suffered from brain cancer for almost 2 years.and i thought i could see you for the last time.but i can't make it,im too weak,im sorry....and remember when the time you told me,that nothing's gonna separate us?actually there is...which is death.death separates us apart,jason.im sorry i had to go first.i wish you will find someone else to replace me.i hope its not too late to say that i love you so much,sweetheart..with all my heart......."
jason tighten his fists with the ringbox in his palm.he sat helplessly beside her body.crying......
he jumped in his jeep and drove to her house.he took out the ringbox and pressed the doorbell ,but there was no answer.after about fifteen minutes,he tried twisting the doorknob,suprisingly it wasn't locked.he called her name,but still,there was no response at all.
he began searching in the house.a shudder of panic strucked him when he entered the den and he saw her sprawling face down on the floor,with a scrunched up piece of paper and a pen in her limp hand.his heart beats faster and faster and he ran to her.
he quickly check her wrist for blood pulse and chest for a heartbeat.tears stung his eyes.he took the piece of paper,and read it silently while hot tears flowed down his cheeks.
"Jason,
i should have told you earlier,that i had suffered from brain cancer for almost 2 years.and i thought i could see you for the last time.but i can't make it,im too weak,im sorry....and remember when the time you told me,that nothing's gonna separate us?actually there is...which is death.death separates us apart,jason.im sorry i had to go first.i wish you will find someone else to replace me.i hope its not too late to say that i love you so much,sweetheart..with all my heart......."
jason tighten his fists with the ringbox in his palm.he sat helplessly beside her body.crying......
Dreadful
The story begins when a girl enters a boarding school.She did it for the sake of her parents.she never wanted to.but to please her mum and dad,alas,she made it.despite her unwillingness,she had become one of the most popular students there.just because she's new.she wasn't that smart but she kept on trying and trying.she had found a bestfriend.her bestfriend was always there to support her.
helping her out through her days and she never got bored.until a guy came to her life.she started to change.her studies were a disaster because she didn't have enough time to pay attention during the lessons when she was suppose to.marks dropped down so low until she could barely pass her exams.the teachers started to talk about her and her boyfriend all over the place.
but she ignored them.her bestfriend had adviced her a lot.she didn't even listen.all she could think was her boyfriend and she had spent most of the time with him.wasted.stupid.time is running out,examination is getting near.she needed to do something with her studies.and that was when all of the problems came to her.dreadful,sad,crestfallen,stressed and all sorts of emotions surrounded her like a thick smoke.she could barely breathe and survive.
tears were making her crazy.heartache and headache.until at a point,she took a sharp object and marked her arm with scratches of wounds.blood oozed,but she didn't care.she didn't feel any pain.she smiled.as if she felt relieved with her actions.day by day,she repeated the same thing whenever she felt like doing it.teachers and friends start to worry about her.but she didn't care.not even one bit.she was called by the school councellors.for attempts of hurting herself.
the girl's parents didn't know about the incident.their daughter was having mental distraction at that time.her boyfriend wasnt there to comfort her.not even her bestfriend.no one.she had never felt like this before.she cried and cried until her eyes were red and puffy.running away from her problems would make things worst.she wanted to put an end to the misery.suicide?no.breaking up with her boyfriend and staying away from her bestfriend seems to be the best option at that time.
other problems might be solved later.yes,she did it.overcoming with her fears and she had aimed to get good result in her examinations.she could stand up again.the thought of competing against her boyfriend had made her stronger and stronger each and every day.she ignored him whenever he wanted to talk.she hated him.dislike.disgust.he's a crook.a creep.a moron.he had made her life a disaster like a tornado had swept over a village.she improved and she did well in her exams.her results were okay.better than the person she loathes.
she was happy.and never felt better.up to one day,someone had told her..."boys can never be trusted because all of them are the same and they just wanted to use you...mark my words...".she smiled and just nodded....
Written by,
Mind Reader
***the end.this story is based on true story on which i had altered it in order to avoid any misunderstandings.thank you
helping her out through her days and she never got bored.until a guy came to her life.she started to change.her studies were a disaster because she didn't have enough time to pay attention during the lessons when she was suppose to.marks dropped down so low until she could barely pass her exams.the teachers started to talk about her and her boyfriend all over the place.
but she ignored them.her bestfriend had adviced her a lot.she didn't even listen.all she could think was her boyfriend and she had spent most of the time with him.wasted.stupid.time is running out,examination is getting near.she needed to do something with her studies.and that was when all of the problems came to her.dreadful,sad,crestfallen,stressed and all sorts of emotions surrounded her like a thick smoke.she could barely breathe and survive.
tears were making her crazy.heartache and headache.until at a point,she took a sharp object and marked her arm with scratches of wounds.blood oozed,but she didn't care.she didn't feel any pain.she smiled.as if she felt relieved with her actions.day by day,she repeated the same thing whenever she felt like doing it.teachers and friends start to worry about her.but she didn't care.not even one bit.she was called by the school councellors.for attempts of hurting herself.
the girl's parents didn't know about the incident.their daughter was having mental distraction at that time.her boyfriend wasnt there to comfort her.not even her bestfriend.no one.she had never felt like this before.she cried and cried until her eyes were red and puffy.running away from her problems would make things worst.she wanted to put an end to the misery.suicide?no.breaking up with her boyfriend and staying away from her bestfriend seems to be the best option at that time.
other problems might be solved later.yes,she did it.overcoming with her fears and she had aimed to get good result in her examinations.she could stand up again.the thought of competing against her boyfriend had made her stronger and stronger each and every day.she ignored him whenever he wanted to talk.she hated him.dislike.disgust.he's a crook.a creep.a moron.he had made her life a disaster like a tornado had swept over a village.she improved and she did well in her exams.her results were okay.better than the person she loathes.
she was happy.and never felt better.up to one day,someone had told her..."boys can never be trusted because all of them are the same and they just wanted to use you...mark my words...".she smiled and just nodded....
Written by,
Mind Reader
***the end.this story is based on true story on which i had altered it in order to avoid any misunderstandings.thank you
emotions
scrunched up pieces of paper scattered everywhere.scribbles of ink on the walls.puddles of blood on the floor.scrathes of wounds marked her arms.drops of tears rolled on her cheeks.could it get any worse?desperate moments and desperate times.have mercy...
ranking again
This is the official ones but im not sure whether it is correct or not.Clearly SBPI gombak defeated KUSESS and SMSTJ.hehe.
1. SM Sains Seremban
2. Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah
3. SM Sains Alam Shah
4. SBP Integrasi Gombak
5. SM Sains Seri Puteri
6. SM Sains Kuala Terengganu
7. SM Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra
8. SM Sains Muar
9. Sekolah Tun Fatimah
10. SBP Integrasi Kubang Pasu
11. Kolej Tunku Kurshiah
12. SM Sains Johor
13. SM Sains Muzaffar Syah
14. SM Sains Teluk Intan
15. Sekolah Sultan Alam Shah
16. Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar
17. SM Sains Miri
18. SM Sains Kuala Selangor
19. Sekolah Seri Puteri
20. Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak
21. SM Sains Tengku Abdullah
22. SM Sains Selangor
23. SM Sains Machang
24. SBP Integrasi Rawang
25. SM Agama Persekutuan Kajang
26. SM Sains Hulu Selangor
27. SBP Integrasi Jempol
28. SBP Integrasi Sabak Bernam
29. SM Agama Persekutuan Labu
30. SM Sains Tuanku Syed Putra
31. SM Sains Sultan Mahmud
32. SM Sains Labuan
33. SBP Integrasi Gopeng
34. SM Sains Tuanku Ja'afar
35. SM Sultan Abdul Halim
36. SBP Integrasi Batu Rakit
37. SM Sains Pokok Sena
38. SM Sains Tun Syed Sheh Shahabudin
39. SM Sains Sultan Iskandar
40. SM Sains Kuching
41. SBP Integrasi Selandar
42. SBP Integrasi Temerloh
43. SM Sains Sabah
44. SM Sains Kota Tinggi
45. SBP Integrasi Kuantan
46. Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman
47. SM Sains Raja Tun Azlan Shah
48. Sekolah Sains Sultan Hj. Ahmad Syah
49. SM Sains Dungun
50. SM Sains Lahad Datu
51. SM Sains Sultan Mohammad Jiwa
52. SBP Integrasi Pekan
53. SM Sains Pasir Puteh
54. SM Sains Sultan Hj. Ahmad Shah
1. SM Sains Seremban
2. Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah
3. SM Sains Alam Shah
4. SBP Integrasi Gombak
5. SM Sains Seri Puteri
6. SM Sains Kuala Terengganu
7. SM Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra
8. SM Sains Muar
9. Sekolah Tun Fatimah
10. SBP Integrasi Kubang Pasu
11. Kolej Tunku Kurshiah
12. SM Sains Johor
13. SM Sains Muzaffar Syah
14. SM Sains Teluk Intan
15. Sekolah Sultan Alam Shah
16. Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar
17. SM Sains Miri
18. SM Sains Kuala Selangor
19. Sekolah Seri Puteri
20. Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak
21. SM Sains Tengku Abdullah
22. SM Sains Selangor
23. SM Sains Machang
24. SBP Integrasi Rawang
25. SM Agama Persekutuan Kajang
26. SM Sains Hulu Selangor
27. SBP Integrasi Jempol
28. SBP Integrasi Sabak Bernam
29. SM Agama Persekutuan Labu
30. SM Sains Tuanku Syed Putra
31. SM Sains Sultan Mahmud
32. SM Sains Labuan
33. SBP Integrasi Gopeng
34. SM Sains Tuanku Ja'afar
35. SM Sultan Abdul Halim
36. SBP Integrasi Batu Rakit
37. SM Sains Pokok Sena
38. SM Sains Tun Syed Sheh Shahabudin
39. SM Sains Sultan Iskandar
40. SM Sains Kuching
41. SBP Integrasi Selandar
42. SBP Integrasi Temerloh
43. SM Sains Sabah
44. SM Sains Kota Tinggi
45. SBP Integrasi Kuantan
46. Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman
47. SM Sains Raja Tun Azlan Shah
48. Sekolah Sains Sultan Hj. Ahmad Syah
49. SM Sains Dungun
50. SM Sains Lahad Datu
51. SM Sains Sultan Mohammad Jiwa
52. SBP Integrasi Pekan
53. SM Sains Pasir Puteh
54. SM Sains Sultan Hj. Ahmad Shah
survey 008
1. Did you cry today?
-nah.don't feel like crying.not yet
2. What were you doing at 3:00 this
morning?
-chatting my my one and only
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-on9
4. What was something that happened to
you in 1992?
-erm.cant remember a thing.but what i am sure of is im in london
5. Word to explain your life
today?
-erm.monotonous
7. What color is your hair?
-asians have dark hair aite
8. What was the last thing you bought?
-topup
11. Where do you keep your money?
-bank.purse
12. What was the weather like today?
-erm.it rained around 2 sumthing and then it was okay.sunny
13. Are you over the age of 25?
-erm.nope.im exactly 18 years and 1 month
14.Do you watch wrestling?
-bluek
15. Does your screen name have an
"x" in it?
-nah
16. Do you know anyone named Daisy?
-erm i knew a type of flower named daisy.accepted?
17. Do you make up your own words?
-sure do
18. What is the colour of your nail?
-pinkish la.
19. Favorite animal?
-cats.adorable!
20. Who's the last person you called?
-daddy
21. Do you chew on your straws?
-so...immature.that's the word
22. Where are you going after this?
-erm.no where?
23. What is your current mood?
-sad and sad and erm.again.unhappy?
24. What is something you say a lot?
-according to wawa,the most frequent word or should i say phrase, is "whatever","x kisah ah" and "pape ah"
25. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
-donnie whatt???
26. Do you have to work tomorrow?
-work?no
27. What do you feel like to eat right
now?
-dim sum please
28. Do you have a nickname?
-my.myra.elis.cat
29. What are you listening to?
-lovestoned.j.t.my fav
30. What was the best movie you've seen
in the past two weeks?
-erm.in the past two weeks?i watched a movie two days ago.and it wasnt bad.
31. Name someone who made you smile
today?
-darlin'
-nah.don't feel like crying.not yet
2. What were you doing at 3:00 this
morning?
-chatting my my one and only
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-on9
4. What was something that happened to
you in 1992?
-erm.cant remember a thing.but what i am sure of is im in london
5. Word to explain your life
today?
-erm.monotonous
7. What color is your hair?
-asians have dark hair aite
8. What was the last thing you bought?
-topup
11. Where do you keep your money?
-bank.purse
12. What was the weather like today?
-erm.it rained around 2 sumthing and then it was okay.sunny
13. Are you over the age of 25?
-erm.nope.im exactly 18 years and 1 month
14.Do you watch wrestling?
-bluek
15. Does your screen name have an
"x" in it?
-nah
16. Do you know anyone named Daisy?
-erm i knew a type of flower named daisy.accepted?
17. Do you make up your own words?
-sure do
18. What is the colour of your nail?
-pinkish la.
19. Favorite animal?
-cats.adorable!
20. Who's the last person you called?
-daddy
21. Do you chew on your straws?
-so...immature.that's the word
22. Where are you going after this?
-erm.no where?
23. What is your current mood?
-sad and sad and erm.again.unhappy?
24. What is something you say a lot?
-according to wawa,the most frequent word or should i say phrase, is "whatever","x kisah ah" and "pape ah"
25. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
-donnie whatt???
26. Do you have to work tomorrow?
-work?no
27. What do you feel like to eat right
now?
-dim sum please
28. Do you have a nickname?
-my.myra.elis.cat
29. What are you listening to?
-lovestoned.j.t.my fav
30. What was the best movie you've seen
in the past two weeks?
-erm.in the past two weeks?i watched a movie two days ago.and it wasnt bad.
31. Name someone who made you smile
today?
-darlin'
Sweet memories
Sweet Memories
Azela,my best friend ever!a good listener!and my dearest friend in cbn.
Looking forward to see you during the holidays!rindu2!!
(Away in UITM Dungun)
Looking forward to see you during the holidays!rindu2!!
(Away in UITM Dungun)
Kakak.my closest sister yet buddy.thanks for being right beside me,
when i needed you.i love u kakak!can't imagine myself without you by my side.
do keep in touch and seriously going to mish ya kakak cyg!xoxo! =..(
(soon to be away in IIUM Gombak)
when i needed you.i love u kakak!can't imagine myself without you by my side.
do keep in touch and seriously going to mish ya kakak cyg!xoxo! =..(
(soon to be away in IIUM Gombak)
My one and only gorgeous French+Malay friend,Didi.thanks for helping me,
during the hardest of times in my life(form 5)!dear,i wish you knew how much i miss you!
(Away in MFI)
during the hardest of times in my life(form 5)!dear,i wish you knew how much i miss you!
(Away in MFI)
My very own sengal-est friend,Aki.I miss u and your attitude!haha!
and darl,you can have him,he's all yours! =) wish you guys happily ever after!lol!
(Away in university of alexandria,egypt)
and darl,you can have him,he's all yours! =) wish you guys happily ever after!lol!
(Away in university of alexandria,egypt)
And last but not least.Hawa,my closest friend in cfs iium.
and soon-to-be my roomate (bluek).huhu.see you in 3 months time darl!
Note : Click on the picture to enlarge
Here,i would like to dedicate a poem for you guys...and here goes :
My Friend,when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and a lot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend
But now that you're far away, I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you a lot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be...
-Anonymous-
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and a lot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend
But now that you're far away, I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you a lot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be...
-Anonymous-
I wanna love you forever - jessica simpson
You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
I wanna love you forever
And this is all i'm asking of you
10000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear i knew
I wanna love you forever
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And i'd never taught I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are
In my life I have learnt that heaven never waits
Lets takes this now before its gone
like yesterday
Cuz when i'm with you there's no where else
That i would never wanna be,no
I'm breathing for the next second i can feel you
Loving me,im gonna love u forever
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die
I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
I wanna love you forever
And this is all i'm asking of you
10000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear i knew
I wanna love you forever
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And i'd never taught I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are
In my life I have learnt that heaven never waits
Lets takes this now before its gone
like yesterday
Cuz when i'm with you there's no where else
That i would never wanna be,no
I'm breathing for the next second i can feel you
Loving me,im gonna love u forever
Mara
In the name of Allah,Most Gracious,Most Merciful
the spm candidates have taken their results,and guess what?haha.my mummy asked me to fill in the application forms of the scholarship of mara.haha.still cant get over it i guess(since i didn't get the jpa scholarship).no offence.but yeah.my mummy said that its worth a try.of course there are no possibilities of getting it,but i just filled it in of course.funny though but yeah,(in my heart just a teeny tiny part of it,still hoping for it)lol.yeah,impossible,impossible. =)
the spm candidates have taken their results,and guess what?haha.my mummy asked me to fill in the application forms of the scholarship of mara.haha.still cant get over it i guess(since i didn't get the jpa scholarship).no offence.but yeah.my mummy said that its worth a try.of course there are no possibilities of getting it,but i just filled it in of course.funny though but yeah,(in my heart just a teeny tiny part of it,still hoping for it)lol.yeah,impossible,impossible. =)
Yesterday
In the name of Allah,the Most Gracious,Most Merciful
well,last night it was a rush since i hadn't pack my clothes yet when my daddy arrived.(since all of my bags are at home) well,the point is,i had totally forgotten about my toiletries and a couple of my clothes in the utility room.and yeah.whatever happens still,i had to return back to cfs,to give a couple of kak eryn's stuff and give azharul the balance of the agd money.and not to forgotten,i'm going to meet up will all of the fscc for the last time(not exactly) but yeah,before the seniors move to the kuantan and gombak campuses.
and guess what?during the hustle and bustle of the examinations,i had forgotten about the subcom's certs.perfect.ohh my.i am so going-to-be-blamed for that.yes totally.and anyway,i went(i mean we) went out yesterday.my roomates were curious on who i went out with.they seemed to have guessed it but of course i didn't tell and i just practically laughed at them.we went to klcc at first and then we made a move to pavilion since they were a lot of people in klcc.packed to be precise.we watched a horror movie,it wasn't that scary,but yeah,a few jumpy scenes of course.haha.
we had our first meal of the day at pizza hut(i had to say,we had a hard time trying to decide on where to eat).after that we went to kl central to take up pictures.indeed,i had a great time.no.erm.wonderful and splendid.yes.haha.true though.i heart you my dear.so and so!and i am going to miss u then during the holidays and short sem. =(
well,last night it was a rush since i hadn't pack my clothes yet when my daddy arrived.(since all of my bags are at home) well,the point is,i had totally forgotten about my toiletries and a couple of my clothes in the utility room.and yeah.whatever happens still,i had to return back to cfs,to give a couple of kak eryn's stuff and give azharul the balance of the agd money.and not to forgotten,i'm going to meet up will all of the fscc for the last time(not exactly) but yeah,before the seniors move to the kuantan and gombak campuses.
and guess what?during the hustle and bustle of the examinations,i had forgotten about the subcom's certs.perfect.ohh my.i am so going-to-be-blamed for that.yes totally.and anyway,i went(i mean we) went out yesterday.my roomates were curious on who i went out with.they seemed to have guessed it but of course i didn't tell and i just practically laughed at them.we went to klcc at first and then we made a move to pavilion since they were a lot of people in klcc.packed to be precise.we watched a horror movie,it wasn't that scary,but yeah,a few jumpy scenes of course.haha.
we had our first meal of the day at pizza hut(i had to say,we had a hard time trying to decide on where to eat).after that we went to kl central to take up pictures.indeed,i had a great time.no.erm.wonderful and splendid.yes.haha.true though.i heart you my dear.so and so!and i am going to miss u then during the holidays and short sem. =(
goodbye
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious,Most Merciful..
Should i cry?or should i pretend?both will do.and yes,i had left my roomates,my second family(fscc) and my friends without getting a chance to say goodbye to all of them.and i have to admit it i had tears in my eyes a couple of times when i talked to kakak.and i did feel like crying since last night.saying goodbye to my friends.
Not to say that we will never get to see each other again,but the point is,things will never be the same again when we are apart and separate in our own different ways.
**(oohh,i've to stop here,before the tissues in my house runs out..huhu)to be continued.
Should i cry?or should i pretend?both will do.and yes,i had left my roomates,my second family(fscc) and my friends without getting a chance to say goodbye to all of them.and i have to admit it i had tears in my eyes a couple of times when i talked to kakak.and i did feel like crying since last night.saying goodbye to my friends.
Not to say that we will never get to see each other again,but the point is,things will never be the same again when we are apart and separate in our own different ways.
**(oohh,i've to stop here,before the tissues in my house runs out..huhu)to be continued.
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