Survey 003

How do you usually introduce yourself
to people?
-hi.my name's myra.what's urs?

Where do you usually order pizza from?
-pizza hut

Have you ever tripped going up steps?
-yeah.a couple of times

Do you have a best friend?
-yeah.i sure do

Next 3 important days on your calendar?
-effy's birthday.induction for rafest.rafest.

Who's the last person to text message
you?
-mls nak check

Last wedding you attended?
-kak hazirah's brother

If alcohol were banned worldwide, what
would your reaction be?
-agree with it

Can you see a phone right now?
-yup.

When is your birthday?
-16th feb

Are you a jealous person?
-yeah

Ever skipped school and spent the day
at the beach?
-nope

How are you today?
-i'm fine.

Do you miss anyone right now?
-yes indeed.

When you're in a bad mood, what will
always put you in a better mood?
-confide in to someone(someone close)

What were you doing before you started
this survey?
-eating mangoes

What were you doing this morning at
8am?
-still sleeping

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours
straight?
-nope.but i will.dont worry

What was the weather like on your last
birthday?
-it was raining cats and dogs yesterday

Wha t are you listening to?
-holler-spice girls

Can men and women be "Just Friends"?
-yeah.

What woke you up this
morning/afternoon?
-my alarm

Who was the last person to leave a
comment on your friendster?
-awin

Where was the last place you went
besides your house?
-my granny's house

Do you enjoy fighting with people?
-nope

Have you ever been in the emergency
room?
-no

Are you a bad influence?
-i guess so

Wallpape r on your computer's desktop?
-picture of mini cooper

Where was your default picture taken?
-ntah ler

Orange or apple juice?
-apple

Who was the last person you hung out
with?
-kakak.and that was 2 weeks ago

What do you wear more, slacks, jeans,
or sweatpants?
-Jeans

Where did you get the shirt you're
wearin?
-metrojaya if im not mistaken

The last person who called you?
-mummy

Do you listen to your parent?
-i guess so

Doa untuk kekasih

Ya Allah….

Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi… Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi… Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…

Tetapi ya Allah… Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan…. dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku…. Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….

Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti….

Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah.. agarku bisa bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta… Gantillah yang telah hilang…. Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah ya tuhanku… Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku…. kerana engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…

Ya Allah… Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina Kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.

**di petik dr blog haniey

a message from nesh

from nesh :

heyya,hw r u? hope ur ok.. btw, i heard alot bwt u, jz hope dat ur doin fine.. lyf is full of challenges n we jus ave to live wt it even wen sum of them r too hard 2 handle.. b strong k.. bobye..

and i replied :

hey nesh...
what do u mean heard a lot bout me?
u mean ppl talk bad things behind my back??
u know what,nesh...?
i'm tired of what ppl think and say about me...
because i've been through with it during my time in boarding school...
and now,i dont even care...
i want to do what i want and what i like...
agree?

nesh replied again :

yea of coz, dnt let anybdy stop u from doin wat u lyk.. n, its not ppl talking bad bwt u, not at all.. just want u 2 noe dat alot of ppl do concern abwt u.. i heard abwt u from them, they hu really cncern bwt u myra.. handle ur urself brilliantly k,ur strong, i noe u r.. dnt loose it lyk i did..

**thanks for being concern bout me dear nesh.i really2 appreciate it.

Eid Mubarak

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Phew.This year's raya was sure different.its the first time my family and i celebrated raya without my darling big brother,Remy.(currently in the university of liverpool).and big bro...if you're reading this,i just wanted you to know that i love you so much!

Emo quotes 2

She is different from the rest of the girls.
She is not fake.
She has her own style.
She likes to dance, sing, and act crazy with her friends.
She will overanalyze everything you can possibly say.
She can argue but hates to.
She hates drama and can live without it and the people that cause it.
but the one thing she can never understand is why he cant love her the way that she loves him

She is full of pain.
Her deep sorrow is driving her insane.
She wants to scream
she wants to yell
but she must never admit
how hard she really fell
so as the sun begins to rise,
She wipes her eyes,
pastes on a smile one that looks genuine
&& once again she pretends that everything is fine

Is it that hard to love a girl for who she really is

Force a smile && Blink away tears
I should be strong and have no fears
But Im finding it hard not to frown
Im such a strong person but Im breaking down

Leave me alone
Don't come any closer
I'm so alone
And you call me a loser

I’m not depressed;; I just hate everything.
I’m not a horrible person;;
I just let everyone down.
I’m not an outcast;; everyone just hates me.
I’m not in love;; I just constantly think of him.
I’m not a mistake;; I’m just not
supposed to be here.
I’m not suicidal I just want to die

Theres gonna be a murder tonight,
the truth revealed from behind
her tear filled eyes,
she'll show you her beautiful disaster,
shes going to be a wonderful [/u]suicide
i wake up everyday to a failure, but hey,
this is my daily routine..
Me running into school late, and
you bringing me up, and tearing me down

im sorry if im giving up
too easy i just dont
have' the strength
to [u]fight anymore

Cause im barely breathing & i can't find the air..
i dont know who im kidding, imagining you care

she's staring out the window and she's
losing track of time. she's searching for
a reason not to break down tonight.

i think that's what's wrong with the world:;
no one says how they feel.
they always hold it inside. they're sad,
but they don't cry. they're happy, but they don't dance or sing.
they're angry, but they don't scream. because if they do,
they feel ashamed. and that's the worst feeling in the world.
so everyone walks with their heads down,
and no one sees how beautiful the sky is.

She's always left out
From those so called friends
In the dark theres no way out
They never really understood her pain.

but when i look in the mirror, i see a girl who's been
through so much, and yet, still finds a way to smile at
the past. she still loves with all her heart, or what's
left of it. and when you see her walking in the hallway
i can guarentee you she'll have her head up high
faking a smile just one last time. and for all those
people who try to break her, you never will.

in that basement we were exactly who we wanted to be.
rockstars & poets, artists & designers.
that basement was our haven because when we
walked up those stairs we
were just teenage kids with dreams
that were just too big

Sometimes she feels so pointless
This life never gives her a rest
If only she could think less
About her problems, it just makes her stress.

She never really stands up for herself
Shes always taking it all
And no one really knew how she felt
'Cause no one really listens at all.

You can see in her eyes
Her sadness she hides
Her loneliness makes her cry
Wishing she could just leave this life

Okay, so you stereotype me.
By the way I dress, the type
of music I like, how I do my hair.
And you automatically assume
I'm that "typical emo girl"
I never gave myself a label, yet
you critisize me of being something
I'm not ? You are the one who
gave me this stamp across my forehead.
How can you judge what you
don't even know ? Once you are
in my shoes, see the pain and scars
I hide from everyone... That's the day
I dare you to look me in the eye
and *beep* tell me who I am.

Emo quotes

Love is but a song to sing
fear's the way we die.
You can make the mountains sing
or make angels cry.

sometimes you have to stand alone
just to make sure you still can

hate can be a positive emotion
when it forces you to better yourself

You might not see me cry but I do
You might not see me scream but I do
You might not see me fall but I do
You might not see me hide but I do
I do everything I do because of you.

Failure is not falling down,
it's remaining where you have fallen

the goal isn't to live forever;
the goal is to create something that will.

today im alone
and now i know ill be fine
even without you by my side
but i cant believe you left me there
i love you is what you said
the day before you packed your things and left

This island has become an ocean and my boat's too small.
The waves are crashing in and I can't save this sinking ship...

every single person has at least
one secret that would break your
heart. if we could just remember
this, i think there would be a lot more
compassion and tolerance in the world.

sometimes i wish you'd pay more attention
to my favorite songs, because the lyrics
sing words that i'm too scared to say

-Anonymous-

Survey 002

These questions are all about your
friends, and your relationships with
them!

firstly , who was the last friend
you...

1 - saw?
-joyah

2 - received a text from?
-kak achun

3 - spoke to by msn?
-cant remember the last time logged on to msn

4 - spoke to on the phone?
-joyah again!

5 - had staying over?
-joyah's room at cfs

6 - argued with?
-no one

7 - received a friendster comment from?
-joyah again and again

1 - think of your closest friend(s). do
you think you could cope if you all
lived together?
-yeah.sure

2 - do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?
-girls

3 - which of your friends do you think
knows you best?
-lala and kakak

4 - are there any friends that seriously
annoy you?
-cant mention it here

5 - honestly, do you tell your
friends the truth about you?
-yeah

6 - have you got one friend you go to
for advice?
-kakak!!

7 - have any friends ever spread any
rumours about you?
-yeah.byk kali.

8 - are most of your friends the same
age as you?
-nope.most of them are a year older than me.

9 - do you have a friend that you go to
when you're upset?
-lala,kakak,joyah!

10 - have any of your friends ever been
to your house?
-nope.never

11 - which of your friends do you think
has the best dress sense?
-kakak!

12 - honestly, how many friends do you
trust?
-my close friends only

13 - do you act differently around
different friends?
-yeah.sometimes

14 - is there any friend on your mind
right now?
-lala,kakak,joyah

15 - do you have any friends with the
same name as you?
-haha!noo wayy

16 - do you still have the same friends
you had at school?
-yes and yes

17 - which of your friends has their
birthday nearest yours?
-ejat and hakim!

Survey 001

Psychoanalyze yourself! Don't read
ahead, just answer the following
questio ns with the FIRST thought that
comes to mind. Then read which each
answer means at the end. (No
cheating!)

1. You are not alone. You are walking
in the woods. Who is with you?
-my big brother

2. You are walking in the woods. You
see an animal. What kind of animal?
- lion

3. What interaction takes place between
you and the animal?
-whoa.back off

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You
enter a clearing, and before you is
your DREAM house. How big is it?
- as big as a castle!

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a
fence?
-nope,it is surrounded by flowery bushes

6 . You enter the house. You walk into
the dining room and see the dining room
table. What do you see on AND around
it?
-i see mahogany italian tables and chairs
and a black vase with dark red roses in it

7. You exit the house and a cup is on
the ground, what kind is it?
-bone china cup

8. What do you do with the cup?
-pick it up and examine it

9. You walk to the edge of the property
where you find yourself at: what type
of water?
-a beautiful pond

10. How will you cross the water?
-use a small boat

The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in
the woods with is the most important to
you.

2. The size of the animal is
representative of your perception of
the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you
have with the animal is representative
of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is
representative of the size of your
ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of
an open personality. People are
welcome at all times. The presence of
a fence indicates a closed
personalit y. You'd prefer people not
drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food,
flowers, or people, then you are
generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with
the cup is made of is representative of
the perceived durability of your
relationship .

8. What you did with the cup is
representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is
representative of the size of your
sexual desire.

10. The way you cross the water is
representative to how easy or hard you
expect your life to be.