Missing you

Abg Remy,i miss you already! =..(

Best Big Bro

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Haven't opened my blog for such a long time...i've been kinda busy...and i have dedicated this especially for my big brother...

right now

it feels so empty

it feels like a part of me has gone
when you went away
its feels so lonely
without your thoughtful advice
without your warming smile
without your caring teachings
yesterday
you left just the four of us
and feels like a month
i'm trying
to be strong for you
to be happy for you
to support you
but i can't
i lost to myself
the tears remain in my very eyes
i cry
whenever i look at your picture
whenever i go into you room
whenever i see your handphone
and whenever i see your belongings
i cried and cried
because without you...
things aren't going to be the same again
eventhough i'll be seeing you in 2011
things will be different
i really want you to know...
that i love you
i miss you
and so as mommy,daddy,effy and the others
do keep in touch
and insyaAllah i'll see you when you come back...
if my soul remains in my body
take care
you will always be my idol!
xoxo

~alice~